{"id":39025,"date":"2026-03-10T08:15:12","date_gmt":"2026-03-10T06:15:12","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/?p=39025"},"modified":"2026-03-10T09:50:08","modified_gmt":"2026-03-10T07:50:08","slug":"julius-keleras-poezija-3","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/straipsniai\/julius-keleras-poezija-3\/","title":{"rendered":"Julius Keleras | POEZIJA"},"content":{"rendered":"

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stoviu prie liuteron\u0173 ba\u017eny\u010dios Juodkrant\u0117je<\/em><\/h6>\n

neb\u0117ra kapini\u0173 Kur\u0161i\u0173 mari\u0173 pakrant\u0117se,<\/em>
\nmedini\u0173 kry\u017ei\u0173 dvi\u0161lai\u010diais stogeliais,<\/em>
\naiman, Vie\u0161patie<\/em><\/p>\n

neb\u0117ra medin\u0117s atviros varpin\u0117s,<\/em>
\nsenos ba\u017enyt\u0117l\u0117s, kop\u0173 pri\u017ei\u016br\u0117tojo namo,<\/em>
\naiman, Vie\u0161patie<\/em><\/p>\n

neb\u0117ra nendrini\u0173 stog\u0173, merg\u0173 kamar\u0173,<\/em>
\natsik\u0117l\u0117li\u0173, kalban\u010di\u0173 voki\u0161kai,<\/em>
\naiman, Vie\u0161patie<\/em><\/p>\n

neb\u0117ra tinkl\u0173, d\u017ei\u016bstan\u010di\u0173 kiemuose,<\/em>
\nGintaro uosto, parapijos nam\u0173,<\/em>
\naiman, Vie\u0161patie<\/em><\/p>\n

neb\u0117ra krik\u0161t\u0173, rup\u016b\u017ei\u0173 siluet\u0173, pauk\u0161\u010di\u0173,<\/em>
\ng\u0117li\u0173, \u017eirgeli\u0173 galv\u0173,<\/em>
\naiman, Vie\u0161patie<\/em><\/p>\n

neb\u0117ra dro\u017ein\u0117t\u0173 altori\u0173, neb\u0117ra pastat\u0173,<\/em>
\nkur anuomet gyveno Dievas,<\/em>
\naiman, Vie\u0161patie<\/em><\/p>\n

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senosiose Nidos kapin\u0117se<\/em><\/h6>\n

I<\/em><\/p>\n

Asz esmi Prisikelimas ir Gywastis<\/em>
\nIch bin die Nuferstehung und das Leben<\/em><\/p>\n

pauk\u0161tis pasibla\u0161ko vir\u0161 med\u017ei\u0173<\/em>
\nir prapuola r\u016bke<\/em><\/p>\n

kapini\u0173 vartai u\u017esiveria<\/em>
\nnegirg\u017ed\u0117dami<\/em><\/p>\n

II<\/em><\/p>\n

moter\u0173 krik\u0161tai \u2013 i\u0161 liepos,<\/em>
\nvyr\u0173 krik\u0161tai \u2013 i\u0161 \u0105\u017euolo<\/em><\/p>\n

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miegantis \u0161uo prie lakalin\u0117s<\/em><\/h6>\n

visai nieko neprisimenu \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n

vienkiemio, vis\u0173 ankstyv\u0173 ryt\u0173,<\/em>
\nkai langai dar ne\u017ei\u016brimi \u2013<\/em>
\nchaosas, palaimingas, l\u0117tas,<\/em>
\nnealsuojantis kar\u0161tis,<\/em>
\nseniai atv\u0117susios krosnies kvapas<\/em><\/p>\n

visai nieko neprisimenu \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n

nul\u016b\u017eusi\u0173 \u0161ak\u0173 su m\u0117lynom<\/em>
\nperskeltom slyvom, kurmi\u0173 bok\u0161t\u0173,<\/em>
\nkiemo, pilno nukritusi\u0173 lap\u0173 \u2013<\/em>
\nnu\u0161luoti juos reiks, bet tik,<\/em>
\nkai visi namuose u\u017emigs<\/em><\/p>\n

tik tada ir \u0161uo prabus, tik tada,<\/em>
\nbet \u0161ito neprisiminsiu<\/em><\/p>\n

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po apsilankymo pas Donelait\u012f 2018 m.<\/em><\/h6>\n

per Solus Christus, m\u016bs\u0173 Vie\u0161pat\u012f,<\/em>
\nt\u0105kart tikrai patek\u0117jo au\u0161ra \u2013<\/em>
\ni\u0161girdau, kad ka\u017ekas suku\u017ed\u0117jo<\/em>
\n\u012f aus\u012f, kad pamilsiu taip, nelyginant<\/em>
\nvarl\u0119, kurkian\u010di\u0105 k\u016bdroj, tarp kapini\u0173<\/em>
\nir Na\u0161li\u0173 nam\u0173, Tolminkiemy an\u0105syk<\/em>
\nvarliagyvis<\/em>
\n<\/p>\n

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v\u0117trung\u0117<\/em><\/h6>\n

pl\u016bduriuojantis laivo stiebas laukia m\u0117nulio,<\/em>
\nlaukia j\u016broje to, kas am\u017einesnis u\u017e mus,<\/em>
\nkas kops auk\u0161\u010diau, negu mes<\/em>
\nsugeb\u0117jom ar sugeb\u0117sim<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0161alti, beveik mir\u0119 papl\u016bdimiai,<\/em>
\ngeid\u017eiantys vasaros gniau\u017et\u0173,<\/em>
\n\u017euvys, panirusios giliau nei \u012fmanoma,<\/em>
\ntinkl\u0173 gabalai, pl\u016bd\u0117s ir virv\u0117s<\/em><\/p>\n

pakran\u010di\u0173 pauk\u0161\u010diai, s\u0105na\u0161ose<\/em>
\nie\u0161kantys smulki\u0173, negyv\u0173 \u017euvy\u010di\u0173,<\/em>
\n\u0161vyturio spindulys, nak\u010diai beveik<\/em>
\npriart\u0117jus, ir \u017evejo veidas, i\u0161nyrantis i\u0161 tamsos<\/em><\/p>\n

v\u0117trung\u0117, nepamir\u0161kim ir v\u0117trung\u0117s,<\/em>
\nkartais ji sukas i\u0161nirdama netgi tuomet,<\/em>
\nkai v\u0117jas \u016bmai nieko niekam nepasak\u0119s<\/em>
\ni\u0161nyksta<\/em><\/p>\n

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ne j\u016bra<\/em><\/h6>\n

i\u0161sklaidantis r\u016bkas<\/em>
\ni\u0161plauna daiktus,<\/em>
\napnuogina, atidengia,<\/em>
\ni\u0161 l\u0117to padaro matomus<\/em><\/p>\n

vaik\u0173 \u017eaislus, pir\u0161tines,<\/em>
\nsportba\u010dius, medgalius,<\/em>
\n\u0161ukas<\/em><\/p>\n

ne j\u016bra, ne ji<\/em><\/p>\n

* * *<\/em><\/p>\n

prieplauka \u010dia… bet kur plaukti neturin\u010diam valties,<\/em>
\nneturin\u010diam tavo deln\u0173 po galva, neturin\u010diam<\/em>
\ngatvi\u0173, kur tavo kojos vis vaik\u0161\u010diot\u0173 temstant<\/em>
\nir just\u0173 \u2013 palijo, o nieks i\u0161 ties\u0173 nesu\u0161lapo, netgi<\/em>
\nperdr\u0117kstos nendr\u0117s<\/em><\/p>\n

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pir\u0161tin\u0117s<\/em><\/h6>\n

k\u016bnas boluoja pro mar\u0161kinius \u2013<\/em>
\nmegztinis ai\u0161kiai per trumpas<\/em><\/p>\n

sniegas ant akmen\u0173 ir temstan\u010dio<\/em>
\nsm\u0117lio dar \u0161vie\u010dia<\/em><\/p>\n

eisim steb\u0117ti bang\u0173,<\/em>
\njei u\u017esid\u0117si pir\u0161tines,<\/em><\/p>\n

jei graib\u0161tais gaudantys gintar\u0105<\/em>
\ni\u0161 linguojan\u010di\u0173 val\u010di\u0173 nepasteb\u0117s m\u016bs\u0173<\/em><\/p>\n

tie,<\/em>
\nprie\u0161 kelis \u0161imtus met\u0173<\/em>
\n<\/p>\n

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l\u0117l\u0117<\/em><\/h6>\n

verkt\u0173 siuv\u0117ja \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n

paskutinioji tu,<\/em>
\nkuri\u0105 ji siuvo prieblandoj,<\/em>
\nsusikuprojus, si\u016bl\u0173 kamuoliui<\/em>
\nbesibaigiant<\/em><\/p>\n

perplaukei j\u016br\u0105 \u2013<\/em>
\nnetekai rank\u0173 ir koj\u0173,<\/em>
\nka\u017ekas tave i\u0161met\u0117<\/em>
\nkaip nebenauding\u0105 daikt\u0105<\/em><\/p>\n

gerai, kad mok\u0117jai plaukti,<\/em>
\ngerai, kad prisimeni<\/em>
\nt\u0105 smulkut\u0119 mergyt\u0119,<\/em>
\nkuriai dovanojo tave<\/em>
\njos de\u0161imtajam gimtadieniui,<\/em>
\ndegant torto \u017evakut\u0117ms<\/em><\/p>\n

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nery\u0161kumo zona<\/em><\/h6>\n

perb\u0117gti pir\u0161tais per tavo sapnuojan\u010di\u0105 kakt\u0105,<\/em>
\nperb\u0117gti visas tavo neviltis ar sekmadieniais<\/em>
\npievas sapnuojan\u010dias,<\/em>
\nperb\u0117gti tam, kad laiminga miegotum, mieloji \u2013<\/em>
\nkad\u00a0laimingai miegotum kaip vaikas po nokstan\u010dia<\/em>
\nvasaros kriau\u0161e<\/em>
\n<\/p>\n

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u\u017eduotis<\/em><\/h6>\n

patikrinti gyl\u012f, kur<\/em>
\n\u012fneria \u017euvys \u2013 ir gr\u012f\u017eta<\/em>
\nka\u017ekas nepa\u017eintas<\/em>
\ni\u0161 tavo vaikyst\u0117s<\/em><\/p>\n

gal net su kabliuku<\/em>
\ngerkl\u0117je<\/em>
\n<\/p>\n

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\u0161epet\u0117lis<\/em><\/h6>\n

vartaliojas \u017evejo tinkluos \u2013<\/em>
\n\u0161eriai u\u017estrig\u0119, dar blyksteli,<\/em>
\njeigu saul\u0117 kaip ma\u017eos<\/em>
\nbesiginan\u010dios ietys At\u0117nuos \u2013 <\/em>
\nten, kur Sokratas dar tik lauk\u0117<\/em>
\nsavo cikutos<\/em><\/p>\n

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snygis, Pervalka<\/em><\/h6>\n

sniegas paima pakrant\u0119<\/em>
\nramiai kaip Dzeusas kadaise<\/em>
\naukso lietumi Danaj\u0105<\/em><\/p>\n

mudu bundam i\u0161 sapno,<\/em>
\nkur\u012f kartu ir suk\u016br\u0117m \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n

bundam ir sukuriam v\u0117l,<\/em>
\nkad tik b\u016bt\u0173<\/em><\/p>\n

t\u0105 pat\u012f ir kit\u0105<\/em><\/p>\n

kur a\u0161<\/em>
\nesu Dzeusas, o tu \u2013 <\/em>
\nsnieguota pakrant\u0117<\/em><\/p>\n

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kriauklel\u0117<\/em><\/h6>\n

\u0161tai kriauklel\u0117 pakrant\u0117je \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n

indas lietaus la\u0161ams<\/em>
\nskruzdei, boru\u017eei, \u017eiogui,<\/em>
\nsvirpliui, voriukui, muselei \u2013<\/em>
\njie smulk\u016bs kaip druskos kristalai \u2013<\/em>
\nsunkiai be\u012f\u017ei\u016br\u0117\u010diau<\/em><\/p>\n

v\u0117jas s\u016bpuoja juos: tams\u016bs sparneliai<\/em>
\nmirguliuoja vir\u0161 sm\u0117lio gysl\u0173 \u2013<\/em>
\nm\u0117nulis ar saul\u0117, diena ar naktis<\/em>
\nper\u0161vie\u010dia k\u016bnus j\u0173<\/em>
\nkaip tobuliausias rentgenas<\/em><\/p>\n

ma\u017eieji kartografai<\/em>
\nbrai\u017eo kojomis veik nematomus<\/em>
\nsavo \u017eem\u0117lapius,<\/em>
\nsekioja bang\u0173 kra\u0161tus<\/em>
\nnugarom atspind\u0117dami \u0161vies\u0105<\/em><\/p>\n

na ir kas, kad j\u0173 beveik ne\u012f\u017ei\u016briu,<\/em>
\nna ir kas<\/em><\/p>\n

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kini\u0161ka ro\u017e\u0117<\/em><\/h6>\n

kaip \u017eem\u010di\u016bgai tarp put\u0173 pasklid\u0119,<\/em>
\n\u017eiedlapiai tavo, kini\u0161ka ro\u017ee<\/em><\/p>\n

saul\u0117 ties horizontu, kovas,<\/em>
\nmiega \u017euv\u0117dai, sukaustyti kapini\u0173 gruodo<\/em><\/p>\n

\u017eiedlapi\u0173 tavo neatpa\u017e\u012fstu, \u017einau tik,<\/em>
\nkad buvo jie, tur\u0117jo b\u016bti<\/em><\/p>\n

balk\u0161vos \u017euv\u0117dros jas \u0161aukia<\/em>
\nmigloj, kol jie i\u0161sisklaid\u0119, laukia<\/em><\/p>\n

kol \u0161erk\u0161no \u016bmai pagauti<\/em>
\nsusilies v\u0117l \u012f ro\u017e\u0119, \u012f kini\u0161k\u0105 ro\u017e\u0119<\/em><\/p>\n

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Baland\u017eio prad\u017eia. \u0160iaurinis<\/em><\/h6>\n

Ber\u017e\u0173 vir\u0161\u016bn\u0117s ant kalvel\u0117s<\/em>
\ndar nemato pavasario.<\/em>
\nTen pauk\u0161\u010dio liekanos.<\/em>
\nPlunksnos ir kaulai. Einu.<\/em>
\nNiekuo negaliu pad\u0117ti.<\/em>
\nV\u0117jas tar\u0161o juos. Tar\u0161ys ilgai dar.<\/em>
\nDumbliai. Pakrant\u0117. Tyla.<\/em><\/p>\n

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gerokai po K\u016b\u010di\u0173<\/em><\/h6>\n

s\u016bpuokl\u0117s, vis sningant ir sningant,<\/em>
\n\u017einau, tebelaukia vasaros, tik be \u017eiemos<\/em>
\nritual\u0173, negyv\u0173, suverst\u0173 eglu\u010di\u0173,<\/em>
\ni\u0161k\u0117lusi\u0173 kojas \u012f dang\u0173, be smegen\u0173<\/em>
\nneturin\u010di\u0173 seni\u0173 nebintuotom galvom,<\/em>
\nnesulau\u017eytom kojom, niekada ne\u0161arvot\u0173,<\/em>
\ni\u0161tirpusi\u0173,<\/em>
\nbe bat\u0173 stuksenimo, treps\u0117jimo<\/em>
\nprie dur\u0173, ant kilim\u0117lio, prie\u0161 paspaud\u017eiant<\/em>
\ndur\u0173 skambut\u012f, balt\u0105 dur\u0173 spenel\u012f,<\/em>
\n\u017eadant\u012f erdv\u0119, u\u017etvindyt\u0105 \u0161ilumos,<\/em>
\npalaipsniui virstan\u010di\u0105 laikinom nesibaigian\u010dios<\/em>
\nvasaros s\u016bpuokl\u0117m<\/em><\/p>\n

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autobus\u0173 stoty<\/em><\/h6>\n

tie Arkties m\u0117nesiai baigsis,<\/em>
\nvos a\u0161 tave pamatysiu<\/em><\/p>\n

vos a\u0161 tave pamatysiu,<\/em>
\nmiestai pra\u017eys kaip magnolijos<\/em><\/p>\n

miestai pra\u017eys kaip magnolijos,<\/em>
\nniekada neaugusios \u0161iaur\u0117je<\/em><\/p>\n

niekada ne\u017eyd\u0117jusios \u0161iaur\u0117je,<\/em>
\nir bu\u010dinys i\u0161tirpdys Antarktid\u0105<\/em><\/p>\n

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Mes gyvename apsupti daikt\u0173, \u017emogaus pasaulis j\u0173 pilnas, tai nei\u0161vengiama. Kai kurie daiktai b\u016btini, o kai kurie atsiduria ten, kur lyg ir netur\u0117t\u0173 b\u016bti, kur jiems ne vieta. Tai sakydamas galvoju apie daiktus i\u0161 j\u016bros, tuos, kurie d\u0117l \u012fvairi\u0173 aplinkybi\u0173 patenka vandenin ir ten gyvena. Jie neturi pasirinkimo, j\u016bra parenka jiems j\u0173 likim\u0105, atiduodama vienai ar kitai vietai. Daiktus, kuriuos mudu su Jurgita Valaitis mat\u0117me, j\u016bra paskyr\u0117 Kur\u0161i\u0173 nerijos pakrantei. Nor\u0117t\u0173si, kad b\u016bsima eil\u0117ra\u0161\u010di\u0173 ir fotografij\u0173 knyga \u201eDaiktai i\u0161 j\u016bros\u201c tapt\u0173 tarsi moderniu Karvai\u010di\u0173, kur gim\u0117 Liudvikas R\u0117za ir kurio atmin\u010diai paskirtas \u0161is leidinys, metra\u0161\u010diu \u2013 ne apie prarastus namus, o apie prarast\u0105, bet vis i\u0161nyran\u010di\u0105 kasdienyb\u0119. Baltijos j\u016bra mums, lietuviams, visada buvo daugiau nei erdv\u0117 tarp krant\u0173 \u2013 tai atminties saugykla, nuolat gr\u0105\u017einanti tai, ko patys nebeprisimename.<\/p>\n

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