{"id":33452,"date":"2024-06-23T17:13:19","date_gmt":"2024-06-23T15:13:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/?p=33452"},"modified":"2024-09-26T21:35:30","modified_gmt":"2024-09-26T19:35:30","slug":"pupa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/straipsniai\/pupa\/","title":{"rendered":"PUPA"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_column_text el_class=&#8221;post_txt&#8221;]<em>Pupel\u0117 augo augo, u\u017eaugo lig lovos ir prad\u016br\u0117 lov\u0105; paskui u\u017eaugo lig lub\u0173 ir lubas prad\u016br\u0117. V\u0117l augo augo, u\u017eaugo lig \u0161elmens ir prad\u016br\u0117 \u0161elmen\u012f; paskui u\u017eaugo lig debes\u0173 ir prad\u016br\u0117 danguj skyl\u0119.<\/em><!--more--><\/p>\n<p><strong>M.:<\/strong> Prisistatyk taip, kaip tai darai grup\u0117je.<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Oskaras Brailis, kompulsyvus lo\u0161\u0117jas, paskutinio statymo data\u00a0\u2013 spalio 14-oji.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Kada tai prasid\u0117jo?<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Jau vaikyst\u0117je m\u0117gdavau laim\u0117ti. Mokykloje lo\u0161davome kortomis i\u0161 cent\u0173, la\u017eyb\u0173 punktuose statydavome u\u017e \u0161uniukus. Kai man buvo keturiolika, su draugais \u0117jome \u012f kompiuterin\u0119 \u017eaisti \u201eCounter Strike\u201c i\u0161 pinig\u0173. Pralo\u0161\u0119s band\u017eiau b\u0117gti, bet mane vijosi ir m\u0117gino prismaugti. Turb\u016bt ka\u017ekur viduje vis\u0105laik slyp\u0117jo kompulsyvaus lo\u0161\u0117jo genas, vien\u0105 dien\u0105 tiesiog visa nurung\u0119s.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Kadaise, kai \u0161vent\u0117me <em>cementovk\u0119<\/em>, si\u016blei vaskinti i\u0161 alaus. Buvai toks u\u017esived\u0119s, sakei, kad esi vaskinimo \u010dempionas.<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Dabar jau nebevaskinu, nedarau nieko, k\u0105 draud\u017eia geltona knygut\u0117. Joje para\u0161yta, kad negalima lo\u0161ti net i\u0161 kavos puodelio.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Jei jau apie <em>cementovk\u0119<\/em>, \u012fstrigo ir daugiau akimirk\u0173 i\u0161 to vakaro bare.<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Prie man\u0119s pri\u0117jo vyras.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Pamenu j\u012f\u00a0\u2013 keistas, i\u0161bly\u0161k\u0119s, i\u0161siskiriantis i\u0161 minios.<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Vilk\u0117jo tams\u0173 palt\u0105, ant veido \u0161e\u0161\u0117l\u012f met\u0117 plati skryb\u0117l\u0117. Jis paklaus\u0117, ar nor\u0117\u010diau gyvenime visk\u0105 tur\u0117ti ir niekuo nesir\u016bpinti, o a\u0161, jau gerokai \u012fkau\u0161\u0119s, at\u0161oviau: \u201eAi\u0161ku!\u201c I\u0161 palto ki\u0161en\u0117s jis i\u0161trauk\u0117 pup\u0105. Padav\u0117 man ir i\u0161\u0117jo n\u0117 \u017eod\u017eio nei\u0161tar\u0119s.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Ma\u010diau, kad ka\u017ek\u0105 tau \u012fteik\u0117. Buvo smalsu, bet tuo metu nesureik\u0161minau.<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Ten buvo pupa. Tiesiog pupa. V\u0117liau pasodinau j\u0105 vazone.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Ar u\u017eaugo?<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Augo \u017eaibi\u0161kai. Stieb\u0117si \u012f vir\u0161\u0173 ne dienomis, bet valandomis, greitai pasiek\u0117 lubas. Tada pirm\u0105kart rim\u010diau u\u017ekibau, prad\u0117jau lankytis kazino. Pralo\u0161iau gal 30 t\u016bkstan\u010di\u0173 lit\u0173, anuomet tai buvo nemenka suma. Buvau \u012fklimp\u0119s d\u0117l greit\u0173j\u0173 kredit\u0173, bet t\u0117vai pad\u0117jo susitvarkyti su skolomis ir i\u0161lipau sausas. Dabar suprantu: n\u0117ra gerai, kai tau padeda i\u0161sr\u0117bti ko\u0161\u0119, kurios prisivirei\u00a0\u2013 tik\u0117tina, lauks atkrytis. Taip ir nutiko.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Prad\u0117jai lo\u0161ti internete?<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Kai lo\u0161i internete, nereikia jaudintis, kad tave kas pamatys. Internetas turi sprag\u0173, kurias lengva \u012fveikti,\u00a0\u2013 net jei esi u\u017esiblokav\u0119s, vis tiek gali lo\u0161ti.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> U\u017esiblokav\u0119s?<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Kai u\u017esiblokuoji registre, tav\u0119s ne\u012fleid\u017eia \u012f kazino. Gali u\u017esiblokuoti ir internetin\u0117se lo\u0161imo svetain\u0117se, bet esama daugyb\u0117s b\u016bd\u0173 tai apeiti, o ir lo\u0161imo verslams palanku, kai lo\u0161i. Pastaruosius metus lo\u0161davau tik internete.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Kaip suprantu, b\u016bta dviej\u0173 bang\u0173\u00a0\u2013 pirm\u0105kart i\u0161sisukti pad\u0117jo t\u0117vai, o kaip viskas \u012fsib\u0117g\u0117jo antr\u0105 kart\u0105? Kaip \u012fvyko atkrytis?<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Pirm\u0105 kart\u0105, nors u\u017esiblokavau, nedariau nieko\u00a0\u2013 nesilankiau anonimini\u0173 lo\u0161\u0117j\u0173 susitikimuose, net ne\u017einojau, kad toki\u0173 esama, o pas psichologus tais laikais eidavo tik psichai, g\u0117da kam b\u016bdavo ir pasakyti. Nors visai nedirbau su savimi, pirmus septynerius metus pavyko atsiriboti nuo lo\u0161im\u0173.<br \/>\nTada nety\u010dia atsid\u016briau vakar\u0117lyje, kur\u012f prat\u0119s\u0117m kazino. Nutariau sudalyvauti. Nuo to karto retsykiais su draugais nueidavau \u012f kazino i\u0161gerti alaus ir truput\u012f palo\u0161ti, ta\u010diau nepasteb\u0117jau linkstantis prie to paties, kai nebegali i\u0161tr\u016bkti, nors tur\u0117tum. Antra banga visu paj\u0117gumu u\u017epyl\u0117 tuomet, kai i\u0161populiar\u0117jo hibridinis krep\u0161inis.<br \/>\n<strong>M.:<\/strong> Kas toks?<br \/>\n<strong>O.\u00a0B.:<\/strong> Buvo toks krep\u0161inis\u00a0\u2013 \u012fvair\u016bs \u017eaid\u0117jai, tarp j\u0173\u00a0\u2013 ir vienas mano draugas, m\u0117tydavo kamuol\u012f \u012f krep\u0161\u012f. Hibridinis krep\u0161inis susietas su lo\u0161imu\u00a0\u2013 jis vykdavo vienoje internetini\u0173 lo\u0161imo platform\u0173, leid\u017eian\u010di\u0173 statyti pinigus u\u017e pasirinktus \u017eaid\u0117jus. Pirmus kartus tiesiog buvo smalsu pasi\u017ei\u016br\u0117ti, kaip sekasi draugui. Kelis kartus pav\u0117psoj\u0119s, nutariau u\u017emesti du eurus. Paskui u\u017eme\u010diau penkis, de\u0161imt eur\u0173. Po savait\u0117s ar dviej\u0173 viskas pabodo, bet pama\u010diau, jog toje pa\u010dioje platformoje galima \u017eaisti ir \u201eBlackjack\u201c. Truput\u012f pad\u0117liosiu, galvojau prisijung\u0119s, bet prad\u0117j\u0119s nuo de\u0161imties eur\u0173, ilgainiui baigiau statymais u\u017e de\u0161imtis t\u016bkstan\u010di\u0173.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_btn title=&#8221;Pirkti \u017eurnal\u0105&#8221; style=&#8221;classic&#8221; shape=&#8221;square&#8221; color=&#8221;white&#8221; link=&#8221;url:http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nemunas.press%2Fproduktas%2Fnemunas-nr-6-2024%2F&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Reg\u0117t\u0173s, tai\u00a0\u2013 ne gro\u017einis k\u016brinys, o tiesiog \u012f diktofon\u0105 \u012fra\u0161ytas nuo azartini\u0173 lo\u0161im\u0173 priklausomo \u017emogaus pasisakymas. I\u0161pa\u017eintis. Ta\u010diau i\u0161 ties\u0173\u00a0\u2013 ilgas skaitytojo ved\u017eiojimas u\u017e nosies, kad finale i\u0161girst\u0173 paradoks\u0105 vardu \u201ekas kaltas\u201c.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":33453,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_FSMCFIC_featured_image_caption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_nocaption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_hide":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[602,148,110,606],"tags":[128],"class_list":["post-33452","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-2024-06","category-perkami_str","category-straipsniai","category-straipsniu-archyvas-2024","tag-proza"],"aioseo_notices":[],"wps_subtitle":"Monika Baltru\u0161aityt\u0117","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33452","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33452"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33452\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33493,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33452\/revisions\/33493"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media\/33453"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33452"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33452"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33452"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}