{"id":33370,"date":"2024-05-26T15:42:43","date_gmt":"2024-05-26T13:42:43","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/?p=33370"},"modified":"2024-09-26T21:36:12","modified_gmt":"2024-09-26T19:36:12","slug":"seses-vasara","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/straipsniai\/seses-vasara\/","title":{"rendered":"Ses\u0117s vasara"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_column_text el_class=&#8221;post_txt&#8221;]\u2013 B\u016bk gera, niekam nesakyk, kad liepiau pasilikti&#8230; Jei k\u0105, pati taip nor\u0117jai,\u00a0\u2013 papra\u0161\u0117 ses\u0117.<br \/>\n\u2013 Gerai,\u00a0\u2013 sutikau nenoriai, \u017einodama, kad n\u0117ra prasm\u0117s gin\u010dytis. Ir apsiginklavusi <em>\u017eilkomis<\/em> bei margais, blizgan\u010diais karoliukais likau t\u016bnoti m\u016bs\u0173 nam\u0173 verandoje prie atsilaupiusio kliban\u010dio stalo. Pro langus ma\u010diau, kaip kaimo \u017evyrkeliu kry\u017eiaus link ji tolsta kartu su draugais, kurie anks\u010diau, kol dar neatrod\u017eiau jiems per ma\u017ea, buvo bendri. Gird\u0117jau, kaip u\u017e sienos prie \u012fjungto televizoriaus knarkia senelis. Jei neb\u016b\u010diau taip susitelkusi \u012f veiksm\u0105 u\u017e lango, tiksliai \u017eino\u010diau, kada pakyla, o kada nusileid\u017eia jo didelis pilvas.<!--more--><br \/>\nNeju\u010dia ses\u0117s reikalai \u0117m\u0117 vis labiau u\u017ego\u017eti manuosius. Kad ir k\u0105 dary\u010diau, tai, kas vyko jos gyvenime, atrod\u0117 nepalyginti svarbiau. Dienomis spoksojau \u012f ses\u0119, dar ry\u017eesn\u0119 nei \u012fprastai, piln\u0105 ka\u017ekokios man nepa\u017e\u012fstamos energijos, ir baisiai did\u017eiavausi jos besikei\u010dian\u010diomis formomis: lyg ji b\u016bt\u0173 \u012f presti\u017ein\u012f universitet\u0105 \u012fstoj\u0119s mano pa\u010dios vaikas. Tetur\u0117jau vien\u0105 tiksl\u0105\u00a0\u2013 v\u0117l b\u016bti priimta, patirti, kas tokio svarbaus ir paslaptingo ten, kaimo tamsyb\u0117se, vyksta.<br \/>\nT\u0105 vasar\u0105 dovan\u0173 gavau sintezatori\u0173. Man nebereik\u0117jo kas dien\u0105 eiti \u012f kit\u0105 kaimo gal\u0105 pas pianin\u0105 turin\u010di\u0105 tet\u0105, kad per ilgiausias met\u0173 atostogas nepraras\u010diau savo muzikini\u0173 geb\u0117jim\u0173. T\u0117vai labai did\u017eiavosi tuo plastiko gabalu\u00a0\u2013 kaip \u012frodymu, kad einame su laiku i\u0161vien. Ant jo buvo \u012fvairiausi\u0173 mygtuk\u0173: \u010diulban\u010di\u0173 pauk\u0161\u010di\u0173, traukini\u0173, laiv\u0173 ir dar daug visko. Gal\u0117jai pasirinkti i\u0161 99 muzikini\u0173 ritm\u0173&#8230; Pastat\u0117me j\u012f mano ir ses\u0117s miegamajame. Tame am\u017eino pav\u0117sio kambaryje, \u012f kurio lang\u0105 r\u0117m\u0117si ragan\u0117s kop\u0117t\u0117l\u0117s, vis keldavusios baim\u0119, kad nakt\u012f ka\u017ekas gali pas mane u\u017elipti. Grojant gamas ir mokytojos u\u017eduotus k\u016brinius vis\u0173 t\u0173 mygtuk\u0173 nereik\u0117jo. Naudojau tik bar\u0161kan\u010dius klavi\u0161us: i\u0161 kiekvienos instrumento pus\u0117s j\u0173 tr\u016bko po vien\u0105 oktav\u0105, tad kai kuriuos garsus, makaluodama pir\u0161tais ore, tiesiog \u012fsivaizduodavau.<br \/>\nDar ne\u017einojau, kad v\u0117liau, paaugli\u0161ko pyk\u010dio apimta, i\u0161 pianino (nors taip svajojau tapti antr\u0105ja M\u016bza Rubackyte ir per mano koncertus lygiai taip pat, kaip ir per jos, palaimingai u\u017esimerksian\u010di\u0105 mam\u0105) pereisiu \u012f sintezatoriaus specialyb\u0119\u00a0\u2013 nes tai atrodys vienintelis b\u016bdas pakeisti nerv\u0173 nevaldan\u010di\u0105 ir \u010desnakais atsiduodan\u010di\u0105 mokytoj\u0105. Ir i\u0161 ties\u0173, naujojo, palyginti jauno mokytojo nervai bus kiek geresni. R\u0117ks jis ne k\u0105 tyliau nei anoji, bet u\u017etat netrankys per pir\u0161tus, o man pravirkus puls glostyti galv\u0105 ir kartoti \u201eatsipra\u0161au\u201c. Dar ne\u017einojau, kad \u0161is per\u0117jimas sukels keist\u0105 efekt\u0105 ir likusius dvejus <em>muzikalk\u0117s<\/em> metus per kiekvien\u0105 savo pasirodym\u0105 sustosiu nebaigusi k\u016brinio, o sal\u0117je gird\u0117sis tik vienodas, pakib\u0119s <em>bum\u010dikas\u00a0<\/em>\u2013 i\u0161 instrumento tebesklindantis ritmas. Nenutuokiau, kad kas kart\u0105 lauksiu, kol mokyklos direktorius u\u017elips ant scenos ir paspaus i\u0161jungimo mygtuk\u0105 ir tik tuomet, i\u0161did\u017eiai nusilenkusi, gr\u012f\u0161iu \u012f savo viet\u0105 sumi\u0161usi\u0173 \u017ei\u016brov\u0173 sal\u0117je.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_btn title=&#8221;Pirkti \u017eurnal\u0105&#8221; style=&#8221;classic&#8221; shape=&#8221;square&#8221; color=&#8221;white&#8221; link=&#8221;url:http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nemunas.press%2Fproduktas%2Fnemunas-nr-5-2024%2F&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Trump\u0117jantys tekstai\u00a0\u2013 XXI a. realyb\u0117, nes informacijos gausa reikalauja laiko, kad b\u016bt\u0173 kada visk\u0105 \u012f save susikim\u0161ti. Ta\u010diau para\u0161yti trump\u0105 menin\u012f tekst\u0105 yra labai sunku. Tad jei nutinka tokia retenyb\u0117, kaip \u0161is apsakymas, malonumas garantuotas. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":33371,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_FSMCFIC_featured_image_caption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_nocaption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_hide":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[600,148,110,606],"tags":[128],"class_list":["post-33370","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-2024-05","category-perkami_str","category-straipsniai","category-straipsniu-archyvas-2024","tag-proza"],"aioseo_notices":[],"wps_subtitle":"Milda Bruk\u0161tut\u0117","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33370","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=33370"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33370\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":33372,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/33370\/revisions\/33372"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media\/33371"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=33370"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=33370"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=33370"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}