{"id":32479,"date":"2023-10-22T17:11:13","date_gmt":"2023-10-22T15:11:13","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/?p=32479"},"modified":"2023-10-22T17:12:40","modified_gmt":"2023-10-22T15:12:40","slug":"pasinesiklausinejimai-su-donaldu-kajoku","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/straipsniai\/pasinesiklausinejimai-su-donaldu-kajoku\/","title":{"rendered":"PASINESIKLAUSIN\u0116JIMAI SU DONALDU KAJOKU"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_column_text el_class=&#8221;post_txt&#8221;]\u201emedituoju retai, kelet\u0105 \/ kart\u0173 per m\u0117nes\u012f\u201c,\u00a0\u2013 knygoje <em>Karvedys pavargo nugal\u0117ti<\/em> (2005) sako Donaldas Kajokas, \u00a0\u2013 \u201esykiais \/ gailiuosi, o sykiais sakau \/ kad mano vidin\u0117 kelion\u0117 \/ \u012fgijo nauj\u0105 \/ dimensij\u0105. Kaimyne \/ Dieve, matom\u0117s itin retai, tod\u0117l \/ nenusibostam, nesp\u0117jame \/ nusi\u0161nek\u0117ti\u00a0\u2013 pasib\u016bnam \/ pasis\u0117dim \/ pasinesiklausin\u0117jam\u201c (eil. \u201emedituoju retai&#8230;\u201c).<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Man su D.\u00a0Kajoku pana\u0161iai, ta\u010diau skirtumas tas, kad, viena vertus, gana da\u017enai medituoju jo poezij\u0105, re\u010diau\u00a0\u2013 proz\u0105,<em> pasib\u016bnu, pasis\u0117d\u017eiu,<\/em> pasiklausin\u0117ju ir <em>pasinesiklausin\u0117ju<\/em>, kita vertus, \u012f nuolat akiratyje \u0161m\u0117\u017euojan\u010di\u0105 meditacij\u0105, jos esmingesn\u012f suvokim\u0105 grei\u010diausiai esu patekusi i\u0161 \u010dia, i\u0161 D.\u00a0Kajoko tekst\u0173. Poezijos, ne prozos, ne es\u0117, nors pastarieji man labai \u012fdom\u016bs.<\/p>\n<p>Kad neatrodyt\u0173 per saldu, pasakysiu, jog ne tik i\u0161 D.\u00a0Kajoko poezijos, lygiai taip pat ir i\u0161 Maironio, ir i\u0161 geros poezijos apskritai. Ir ne tik i\u0161 jos, taip pat ir i\u0161 dail\u0117s, meno. Pavyzd\u017eiui, Algimanto \u0160v\u0117g\u017edos natiurmort\u0173 (koki\u0173 nors <em>laim\u0117s \u0161ulini\u0173<\/em>) ar Stasio Eidrigevi\u010diaus <em>sm\u016btkeli\u0173<\/em>, kuri\u0173 akyse egzistencinis \u0161iurpas i\u0161tirp\u0119s tyroje pasaulio pri\u0117mimo b\u016bsenoje, o ji ka\u017ekiek yra ir meditacija.<\/p>\n<p>Donaldas Kajokas buvo bene pirmasis man i\u0161 lietuvi\u0173 poet\u0173 (nors ne vienintelis i\u0161 ra\u0161an\u010di\u0173 literat\u0173), kuris leido nesidrov\u0117ti tokios patirties, o savo eil\u0117ra\u0161\u010diu kviet\u0117 rimtam pokalbiui, ir eil\u0117ra\u0161tis buvo tik pretekstas. D.\u00a0Kajokas buvo ir yra ypatingas tuo, kad ne\u012ftikin\u0117jo, nepasakojo ir neapdainavo, bet kaip koks Zen meistras, ar Dao, kaip koks nors Zuangzi kviet\u0117 akibrok\u0161tui, netik\u0117tumui, nuotykiui daugialyp\u0117je tikrov\u0117je, kuri tokia m\u016bs\u0173 suvokimui ir yra tik meniniame tekste, pavyzd\u017eiui, poezijos. Cituoju dvi i\u0161traukas i\u0161 to paties eil\u0117ra\u0161\u010dio:<\/p>\n<p>\u201eArt\u0117jame, ir vandeniu skaidriu \/ be garso slysta lengvos m\u016bs\u0173 valtys, [&#8230;] \/ ta\u010diau dvi tu\u0161\u010dios valtys prasilenkia, \/ nes mes tik atsispindime jose.\u201c (eil. \u201eArt\u0117jame, ir vandeniu skaidriu&#8230;\u201c, rink. <em>\u017deme kaip vir\u0161\u016bn\u0117mis<\/em>, 1980). \u0160tai tas daugialyp\u0117s tikrov\u0117s atspind\u0117jimo jausmas eil\u0117ra\u0161tyje man ir yra svarbiausias skaitant D.\u00a0Kajoko poezij\u0105. Ne tik form\u0173, spalv\u0173 ar vaizduot\u0117s gro\u017eis, bet prisilietimas prie to, kas n\u0117ra nei \u017eod\u017eiai, nei daiktai, spalvos ar t\u016bris, bet tai, be ko to gro\u017eio visai ir neb\u016bt\u0173.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eMano darbai,\u00a0\u2013 viename savo darb\u0173 katalog\u0173 (F.\u00a0Barleto, 1993) \u012fra\u0161\u0117 A.\u00a0\u0160v\u0117g\u017eda,\u00a0\u2013 tai bandymas pir\u0161tais prisiliesti prie DID\u017dIOSIOS PASLAPTIES.\u00a0Tad neie\u0161kokite man\u0119s pas romantikus, kuriems gamta\u00a0\u2013 tai tik auk\u0161t\u0173 ideal\u0173 tarnait\u0117, n\u0117ra man\u0119s ir pas siurrealistus, pasiklydusius Froido dvasin\u0117se gilumose, toli esu ir nuo superrealist\u0173, pasaul\u012f regin\u010di\u0173 per ciklopi\u0161k\u0105 fotoaparato ak\u012f.\u201c<\/p>\n<p>Kadangi A.\u00a0\u0160v\u0117g\u017edos dail\u0117s kalba man atrodo itin artima D.\u00a0Kajoko poezijos kalbai, noriu kiek stabtel\u0117ti prie to \u201ebandymo prisiliesti prie DID\u017dIOSIOS PASLAPTIES\u201c, prie to \u201epir\u0161to\u201c D.\u00a0Kajoko poezijoje, nes DID\u017dIOJI PASLAPTIS, kaip ir \u0161ios eseistikos lap\u0117 (kn. <em>Lap\u0117s gaudymas<\/em>, 2013), gaudoma be prievol\u0117s pagauti, be sunkiasvori\u0173 pasa\u017e\u0173, \u017eaismingai, ironi\u0161kai, paradoksaliai, vien stebint nesibaigiant\u012f lap\u0117s \u0161ok\u012f sniege. Paslapties \u0161ok\u012f vykstan\u010dios kasdienyb\u0117s fone. Tai nuostabos, d\u017eiaugsmo ir netgi netik\u0117to juoko dalykas D.\u00a0Kajoko k\u016bryboje, beje, gana netik\u0117tas lietuvi\u0173 literat\u016broje.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n<p>[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; background_animation=&#8221;none&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_btn title=&#8221;Pirkti \u017eurnal\u0105&#8221; style=&#8221;classic&#8221; shape=&#8221;square&#8221; color=&#8221;white&#8221; link=&#8221;url:http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nemunas.press%2Fproduktas%2Fnemunas-nr-10-2023%2F&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Kam jau kam, o kaunie\u010diams D. Kajokas \u2013 ir miesto mylimasis poetas, ir tylioji, nepa\u017einioji sala, viena pati pl\u016bkanti savajame e\u017eere, pilname dzeno paradoks\u0173 ir gelmingos krik\u0161\u010dionyb\u0117s i\u0161minties. Tad ra\u0161ytojo 70-\u0105j\u012f gimtadien\u012f minime drauge su dr. A. Pelurityte bei dirbtiniu intelektu, nupie\u0161usiu jo portret\u0105.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":32480,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_FSMCFIC_featured_image_caption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_nocaption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_hide":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[576,148,110,553],"tags":[120],"class_list":["post-32479","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-2023-10","category-perkami_str","category-straipsniai","category-straipsniu-archyvas-2023","tag-literatura"],"aioseo_notices":[],"wps_subtitle":"AUDINGA PELURITYT\u0116","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32479","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32479"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32479\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":32481,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32479\/revisions\/32481"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media\/32480"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32479"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32479"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32479"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}