[vc_row row_type=”row” use_row_as_full_screen_section=”no” type=”full_width” text_align=”left” css_animation=””][vc_column][vc_column_text el_class=”post_txt”]\u017dinojom, kad jau nebeilgai. Bet \u0117jom. Palikdami retesnius ir tankesnius p\u0117dsakus. Atrodo, ie\u0161kojom \u0161e\u0161\u0117lio, o aplink tave grifai jau suko ratus. Man labiau patinka baland\u017eiai, jie mane i\u0161gelb\u0117jo. Kai pa\u017evelgei \u012f mane tomis akimis. Gal, jei ne tas \u017evilgsnis, viskas b\u016bt\u0173 kitaip. Tiesiog pasakytum, kada nekv\u0117puoti.
\nFermata.
\nNiekada nera\u0161ysiu meil\u0117s, bet jeigu ra\u0161y\u010diau, \u017einau, kad joje para\u0161y\u010diau vakar\u0105. Tada supom velnius, \u017ei\u016br\u0117dami \u012f m\u0117nul\u012f, be fazi\u0173 juok\u0117m\u0117s, leidom tyl\u0117t.
\nFermata.
\nJis sako:
\n\u2013 Susitinkam.
\nA\u0161 atsakau, kad \u0161iandien prasta diena ir dabar n\u0117ra pats tinkamiausias laikas, nes atrodau kaip valkata.
\n\u2013 O a\u0161 smird\u017eiu,\u00a0\u2013 atsako.
\nIr mes susitinkam. Tik jis nesmirdi, o a\u0161 atrodau kaip valkata.
\n\u2013 \u010cia tau saldainis. Pa\u0117miau i\u0161 bibliotekos, tik atsargiai, nenusinuodyk. Jau\u010diu, piktos bibliotekos tetos gali priki\u0161ti \u012f saldainius nuod\u0173, kad vaikai vien\u0105 dien\u0105 nebeateit\u0173.
\nNat\u016braliai klausiu, o kaip \u010dia dabar b\u016bti atsargiai.
\n\u2013 Tu teisi, tur\u0117jau pirmas paragauti ir \u012fsitikinti, kad neu\u017enuodyta, kaip kitaip tau \u017einoti…
\nI\u0161vynioja man\u0105j\u012f saldain\u012f, atsikanda. Klausiamai \u017ei\u016briu.
\n\u2013 Patikrinau,\u00a0\u2013 sako.
\n\u0160ypsausi.
\n\u2013 Ne\u017einau, ar tau taip b\u016bna, bet kartais mane i\u0161 nieko, tarytum i\u0161 visi\u0161kai nieko, apima ka\u017ekoks graudulys. Tiesiog pasidaro graudu, ir viskas. Ka\u017ekas manyje sujautr\u0117ja. Vien\u0105kart taip nusipirkau g\u0117l\u0119 i\u0161 mo\u010diut\u0117s, pardavin\u0117jan\u010dios gatv\u0117je. \u017dinau, banalu iki apsiv\u0117mimo, bet nor\u0117jau jai duoti pinig\u0173. I\u0161 prad\u017ei\u0173 sakiau, jog nieko net neimsiu mainais. Bet ma\u010diau, kad taip tik dar labiau nuli\u016bdin\u010diau senut\u0119… O g\u0117l\u0117? J\u0105 atidaviau kitai mo\u010diutei, sutiktai ant tilto. Sak\u0117, kad a\u0161 labai inteligenti\u0161kas \u017emogus.
\n\u2013 Bet kita istorija dar li\u016bdnesn\u0117,\u00a0\u2013 priduria.
\nKlausau, nes li\u016bdnos istorijos da\u017enai b\u016bna \u012fdomesn\u0117s nei linksmos.
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