{"id":25982,"date":"2019-07-23T13:55:35","date_gmt":"2019-07-23T13:55:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/?p=25982"},"modified":"2020-01-25T10:14:14","modified_gmt":"2020-01-25T10:14:14","slug":"viskas-gerai-as-dar-jaunas","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/perkami_str\/viskas-gerai-as-dar-jaunas\/","title":{"rendered":"Viskas gerai, a\u0161 dar jaunas"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_column_text el_class=&#8221;post_txt&#8221;]Vladas Ro\u017e\u0117nas laim\u0117jo Lietuvos ra\u0161ytoj\u0173 s\u0105jungos leidyklos organizuojam\u0105 \u201ePirmosios knygos\u201c konkurs\u0105. Romanas \u201eViskas gerai, a\u0161 dar jaunas\u201c knygynuose pasirodys prad\u0117jus kristi lapams ir parduotuves purtant s\u0105siuvini\u0173 bei penal\u0173 kar\u0161tligei. Idealus metas naiviam giminai\u010diui ar pasiklydusiam jaunuoliui padovanoti \u0161i\u0105 motyvacin\u0119 knyg\u0105 apie dribsnius, filosofij\u0105 ir pasiutlig\u0119.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Romano i\u0161trauka<\/p>\n<p><strong>10:10<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Kaip, kaip sakot? \u2013 sumik\u010diojo Robertas. Jo veidas lengvai perskaitomas, vienas t\u0173, kurie nepaslepia joki\u0173 emocij\u0173. Ve\u0161l\u016bs it gruzino antakiai pakelti iki pat ret\u0117ti prad\u0117jusios plauk\u0173 linijos, burna i\u0161si\u0161iepusi, lyg akys \u017ei\u016br\u0117t\u0173 \u012f ry\u0161ki\u0105 \u0161vies\u0105. Ir dabar jo veidas i\u0161dav\u0117 did\u012f li\u016bdes\u012f.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eNemanau, kad tai gali b\u016bti kam nors \u012fdomu\u201c, \u2013 prie\u0161 penkiolika sekund\u017ei\u0173 \u012fvertino moteris kitoje stalo pus\u0117je. Vilk\u0117jo \u0161viesiai rud\u0105 \u0161vark\u0105, dar labiau praplatinant\u012f jos ir taip tvirtus pe\u010dius, ant vir\u0161utin\u0117s l\u016bpos lyg druskingi \u016bsiukai blizg\u0117jo prakaito la\u0161eliai. \u201eK\u0105?\u201c \u2013 garsiai nusisteb\u0117jo jis prie\u0161 de\u0161imt sekund\u017ei\u0173, nors eidamas \u010dia b\u016btent tokios \u012fvyki\u0173 sekos ir bijojo. Po penki\u0173 sekund\u017ei\u0173 tylos, kurios metu prodiuser\u0117 viena ranka sklaid\u0117 jo scenarijaus lapus, taip atsainiai keldama vien\u0105 nuo kito, kad neb\u016bt\u0173 sp\u0117jusi nieko juose perskaityti, net jei b\u016bt\u0173 viena t\u0173 greitojo skaitymo \u010dempioni\u0173, \u201eNusikaltim\u0105 ir bausm\u0119\u201c perver\u010dian\u010di\u0173 per piet\u0173 pertrauk\u0105, Robertas nusprend\u0117 pakeisti ton\u0105, nes bet kokios viltys prasimu\u0161ti kino industrijoje, net ir turint omenyje k\u0105 tik i\u0161girst\u0105 kritik\u0105, vis dar buvo jos rankose. Pra\u0117jo dar penkios sekund\u0117s, Robertas band\u0117 suformuluoti konkret\u0173 klausim\u0105.<\/p>\n<p>Neatrod\u0117, kad pa\u0161nekov\u0119 nejauki tyla trikdyt\u0173 ar kelt\u0173 nor\u0105 prabilti. O jei ir k\u0117l\u0117, pagundoms ji buvo atspari. Ant stalo ekranu \u012f prodiuser\u0119 atsuktas ne\u0161iojamas kompiuteris liudijo, kad jis \u010dia priimtas trumpam, ir jos akys, pir\u0161tams vis dar mechani\u0161kai knebin\u0117jant scenarij\u0173, jau slinko i\u0161 kair\u0117s \u012f de\u0161in\u0119, skaitydamos ekrane tai, kam savo laik\u0105 ji nor\u0117jo skirti labiau.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 O jeigu&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Prodiuser\u0117 pak\u0117l\u0117 akis. Kadangi prasi\u017eiojo prie\u0161 sugalvodamas, k\u0105 nori pasakyti, jis aki\u0173 kontakto i\u0161veng\u0117 ir apsidair\u0117 po biur\u0105, tarsi ie\u0161kot\u0173 konkretaus \u017eod\u017eio. Kas, be abejo, ra\u0161ytojui irgi nebuvo pati geriausia reklama. Ant sien\u0173 kabojo sen\u0173, pigi\u0173 film\u0173 plakatai, ka\u017ein ar tur\u0117j\u0119 kok\u012f nors ry\u0161\u012f su trumpalaike biuro nuomininke bei citata apie i\u0161\u0161\u016bkius, kurios Robertas nesp\u0117jo perskaityti.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 O kas fundamentaliai&#8230; \u2013 i\u0161kart pasigail\u0117jo tai pasak\u0119s, nes \u201efundamentaliai\u201c sako tik kvaili \u017emon\u0117s, bandantys pasirodyti protingais \u2013 &#8230;blogai?<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Na. Vis\u0173 pirma, tu ra\u0161ai apie ra\u0161ytoj\u0105&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Taip?<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Ra\u0161ytoj\u0105, kuriam sunkiai sekasi ra\u0161yti, \u2013 kitame auk\u0161te Robertas i\u0161girdo atitraukiant k\u0117d\u0119 \u2013 gali b\u016bti, kad \u010dia sienos kartonin\u0117s ir pokalbyje klausytoj\u0173 teis\u0117mis dalyvauja visas pastatas.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Taip.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Turb\u016bt n\u0117ra labiau kli\u0161in\u0117s temos negu ra\u0161ytojai, kuriems nesiseka ra\u0161yti.<\/p>\n<p>Jis susirauk\u0117 ir susim\u0105st\u0117. Ore skland\u0117 kvapas, kurio niekaip negal\u0117jo priskirti jokiam objektui \u2013 pana\u0161u \u012f puv\u0117s\u012f, nors nesimat\u0117, nei kas gal\u0117t\u0173 p\u016bti, nei kod\u0117l. Robert\u0105 sodr\u016bs kvapai visuomet bla\u0161k\u0117.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Pavyzd\u017eiui? \u2013 paklaus\u0117 nevalingai \u0161iek tiek sta\u010dioki\u0161ku tonu. Tokiomis akimirkomis Robertas suprasdavo, koks sud\u0117tingas ir painus organizmas yra \u017emogus, kiek daug raumen\u0173 ir ertmi\u0173 reikia kontroliuoti, norint pateikti aplinkai toki\u0105 savo versij\u0105, koki\u0105 ne\u0161iojiesi viduje. Jo net veidas nemok\u0117jo pasl\u0117pti savijautos, o veidas \u2013 tai tik pati prad\u017eia. Ka\u017ekur skait\u0117, kad mel\u0105 i\u0161duoda koj\u0173 jud\u0117jimas, tod\u0117l meluodamas stengdavosi p\u0117das i\u0161laikyti ramias, bet ne pernelyg ramias, nes tai irgi \u012ftartina. Taip pat nekelti aki\u0173 \u012f vir\u0161utin\u012f de\u0161in\u012f kamp\u0105, nes visi \u017eino, kad tai i\u0161duoda proto nor\u0105 pasiekti k\u016brybingesnius (melagingesnius) smegen\u0173 kampu\u010dius. Vien \u0161ios dvi funkcijos reikalaudavo i\u0161 jo tokio \u012ftempto m\u0105stymo, kad Robertas visi\u0161kai pamir\u0161davo ne tik kontroliuoti savo veido raumenis, bet neretai ir pat\u012f mel\u0105, d\u0117l kurio prad\u0117jo vis\u0105 pasiruo\u0161imo proces\u0105.<\/p>\n<p>\u2013 Pavyzd\u017eiui, pfff, \u2013 prodiuser\u0117 purk\u0161tel\u0117jo ir susim\u0105st\u0117, nors vis dar spoksojo \u012f ekran\u0105, \u2013 esi mat\u0119s \u201eBarton\u0105 Fink\u0105\u201c?[\/vc_column_text][vc_empty_space][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_type=&#8221;row&#8221; use_row_as_full_screen_section=&#8221;no&#8221; type=&#8221;full_width&#8221; text_align=&#8221;left&#8221; css_animation=&#8221;&#8221;][vc_column][vc_btn title=&#8221;Pirkti \u017eurnal\u0105&#8221; style=&#8221;classic&#8221; shape=&#8221;square&#8221; color=&#8221;white&#8221; link=&#8221;url:http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nemunas.press%2Fproduktas%2Fnemunas-nr-6-2019%2F|||&#8221;][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ruden\u012f pasirodysian\u010dio romano i\u0161trauka, pasakojanti apie ra\u0161ytoj\u0105, nes\u0117kmingai ra\u0161ant\u012f apie ra\u0161ytoj\u0105, kuriam nesiseka ra\u0161yti. Kaip savo k\u016brin\u012f anonsuoja pats autorius, \u0161is romanas \u2013 motyvacin\u0117 knyga apie dribsnius, filosofij\u0105 ir pasiutlig\u0119, puiki dovana naiviam giminai\u010diui ar pasiklydusiam jaunuoliui. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_FSMCFIC_featured_image_caption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_nocaption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_hide":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[365,148,389],"tags":[315],"class_list":["post-25982","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-2019-07","category-perkami_str","category-straipsniu-archyvas-2019","tag-grozine-literatura"],"aioseo_notices":[],"wps_subtitle":"Vladas Ro\u017e\u0117nas","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25982","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25982"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25982\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":25983,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25982\/revisions\/25983"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25982"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25982"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25982"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}