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_____Pasikalb\u0117kime apie Kevin\u0105<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n _____I<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n Niekada nenor\u0117jau vaik\u0173.<\/em> <\/p>\n <\/p>\n <\/p>\n vemdavau nuo t\u0173 nauj\u0173j\u0173 motin\u0173 _____Pasikalb\u0117kime apie Kevin\u0105<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n _____I<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n Niekada nenor\u0117jau vaik\u0173.<\/em>
\nVaikyst\u0117je nemok\u0117jau \u017eaist l\u0117l\u0117mis<\/em>
\n(net sakiau, kad jos mu\u0161asi),<\/em>
\nne\u010di\u016b\u010diuodavau, negirdydavau<\/em>
\npieneliu, neve\u017eiodavau, <\/em>
\nnepindavau kas\u0173, <\/em>
\nnematuodavau r\u016bb\u0173 \u2013 <\/em>
\na\u0161 \u017ei\u016br\u0117jau, tik \u017ei\u016br\u0117jau \u012f <\/em>
\njas \u2013 tokias svetimas, taip<\/em>
\nnuo man\u0119s tolimas. <\/em>
\nV\u0117liau neniurkydavau<\/em>
\nk\u016bdiki\u0173, nealpdavau d\u0117l<\/em>
\nj\u0173 \u0161velnios odos, pap\u016bst\u017eand\u017ei\u0173<\/em>
\nveiduk\u0173. \u0116m\u0117 vaikuotis<\/em>
\ndraug\u0117s, a\u0161 \u017ei\u016br\u0117jau, tik \u017ei\u016br\u0117jau<\/em>
\n\u012f jas, u\u017ekaifavusias nuo morfijaus<\/em>
\npieno, nuolatinio speneli\u0173 \u010diulpimo, <\/em>
\n(nesibaigianti preliudija, \u0161itas <\/em>
\nincestas mane purtydavo),<\/em>
\nu\u017evargusias, u\u017evarytas,<\/em>
\nneken\u010dian\u010dias sav\u0119s \u2013 <\/em>
\nsuply\u0161usiomis mak\u0161timis, <\/em>
\nstrij\u0173 nu\u017eym\u0117tomis<\/em>
\n\u0161launimis, pamir\u0161usias vyr\u0105 <\/em>
\n(tas da\u017eniausiai miegodavo ant sofos), <\/em>
\npasaulin\u0117s svarbos klausimu <\/em>
\npavertusios \u0161\u016bdo spalv\u0105 ir<\/em>
\nrauguliuk\u0105 \u2013 o kada tu, kada tu \u2013 <\/em>
\nsuprasi, kai pagimdysi, <\/em>
\nsuprasi, kai tur\u0117si sav\u0173 \u2013<\/em>[\/vc_column_text][vc_empty_space][\/vc_column][vc_column width=”1\/2″][vc_column_text]<\/p>\n
\ni\u0161minties, j\u0173 skurdumo, tai buvo
\ntikras gyvas ko\u0161maras,
\nkurio nenor\u0117jau sapnuoti.
\nA\u0161 buvau sau, tik sau,
\nsu savimi, atsikv\u0117pdavau,
\npasitikrinusi, ap\u010diuopusi
\nk\u016bn\u0105, kuriuo nereik\u0117s dalytis,
\nskaitydama disertacij\u0105 apie
\nsavanori\u0161k\u0105 bevaikyst\u0119,
\nman per daug patiko A\u0161 \u2013
\nnei\u0161dalytas, niekam
\nnieko neskolingas,
\nvienatinis \u2013
\nmano darbas,
\nmano para,
\nmano pasaulis \u2013
\nTu atsiradai tik per
\nprakeikt\u0105 dekalog\u0105,
\nvienintel\u012f \u2013 penkt\u0105j\u012f \u2013
\n\u012fsakym\u0105,
\nkurio laikiausi.
\nPer prakeiktus artimuosius,
\ntikinusius, kad savo vaik\u0105
\ntai jau tikrai pamilsiu,
\nkad nepa\u017e\u012fsta normali\u0173
\nmotin\u0173, nemylin\u010di\u0173 savo vaik\u0173.
\nA\u0161 nesu normali. A\u0161 \u2013 nesugeb\u0117jau.
\nDabar tik keikiu save ir juos
\nd\u0117l supistos dvigubos moral\u0117s.[\/vc_column_text][\/vc_column][\/vc_row][vc_row row_type=”row” use_row_as_full_screen_section=”no” type=”full_width” text_align=”left” css_animation=””][vc_column][vc_btn title=”Pirkti \u017eurnal\u0105” style=”classic” shape=”square” color=”white” link=”url:http%3A%2F%2Fwww.nemunas.press%2Fproduktas%2Fnemunas-nr-6-2017%2F|||”][\/vc_column][\/vc_row]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
\nVaikyst\u0117je nemok\u0117jau \u017eaist l\u0117l\u0117mis<\/em>
\n(net sakiau, kad jos mu\u0161asi),<\/em>
\nne\u010di\u016b\u010diuodavau, negirdydavau<\/em>
\npieneliu, neve\u017eiodavau, <\/em>
\nnepindavau kas\u0173, <\/em>
\nnematuodavau r\u016bb\u0173 \u2013 <\/em>
\na\u0161 \u017ei\u016br\u0117jau, tik \u017ei\u016br\u0117jau \u012f <\/em>
\njas \u2013 tokias svetimas, taip<\/em>
\nnuo man\u0119s tolimas. <\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":22862,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_FSMCFIC_featured_image_caption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_nocaption":"","_FSMCFIC_featured_image_hide":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[234,148,299],"tags":[144],"class_list":["post-22866","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-2017-07","category-perkami_str","category-straipsniu-archyvas-2017","tag-poezija"],"aioseo_notices":[],"wps_subtitle":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22866","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=22866"}],"version-history":[{"count":8,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22866\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":22892,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22866\/revisions\/22892"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media\/22862"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=22866"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=22866"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.nemunas.press\/wm-api\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=22866"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}